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heavy is the burden i carry (homosexuality)
#dan and phil#daniel howell#dan howell#sister daniel#dan and phil 2023#im sorry#this isn't a joke#i was possessed#by gay thoughts#what do i even say#ive given up#no longer can i stay burried in shame#bound by my moral obligations#i now can evolve#past human error#i have become god#please dont put me on a cringe account
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They`re getting along just swell!!
#feng xin#san lang#hua cheng#huafeng#tgcf#heavens official blessing#fanart#what do i even add to t his#what do i even say#please dont lynch me#the truth you guys need to understand is#feng xin deserves all the love#just wait till you hear about my lwj x xl x fx friendship agenda#OR MY SQX AND FX FRIENDSHIP AGENDA#shi wudu coming next#ha#haha
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I apologize for being the hand in the creation of… this.
PLEASE
#IM CRYING THIS IS GONNA HAUNT MY DREAMS FOREVER#the fact you drew and painted this. i#THE CHEEK VENT COOOOOOOOUUUUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGJJJJJHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#WHAT DO I EVEN SAY#INBOX#FUSIONSPRUNT
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[SPOILERS] ⚠️ SOMEBODY CALL AN AMBULANCE BECAUSE NO WAYYYYYYYY
NO WAYYYYY HE ACTUALLY DID ITTTTT.
NO AMOUNT OF SCREAMING CAN DESCRIBE HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW. AARRRRRRRRHH.
...MIKUNI WHEN I CATCH YOU MIKUNI.
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That aside, kiriko is backkkkkkkkkkkk. She looks even sweeter than ever. You know, every time she's on the screen, i wonder how anyone can cheat on that woman. LOOK AT HER SMILE.
SHE DESERVED SO MUCH BETTER.
Uuuuooorrrgghhhhhhhh
Anyway....
...back to screaming on the floor.
BECAUSE NICCOLO IS DEAD???? I MEAN HE'S IN THE MAFIA BUT CMOOOOONNNNNNNNN. Im curious if it was someone that killed him or if in this timeline the Russian roulette went wrong. Lmfao. Im so sorry to all the fans.
I don't even know what to say anymore.
Arghhh
I've changed my mind. An ambulance is NOT enough.
Because tell me why Tanaka thought it was okay to show us Jeje attempting to protect this world Mikuni created. Despite it being a world where he no longer is in Mikuni's life. That was actually my last straw. goodbye.
#what do i even say#servamp#servamp manga#mikuni alicein#kiriko alicein#servamp jeje#im actually aick to my stomach#there is so much more to say about this chapter but i cant do this anymore
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it’s every guy on the team with him
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AAAAAAAAAAAA
#what do i even say#THE EYE#TAPE RECORDERS#ARCHIVIST#tmagp#tmagp 23#gwen bouchard#the magnus protocol#tmagp spoilers
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welcome to grindr
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OH EXCUSE ME??
WHY MUST THEY HURT ME THIS WAY????
Syaoran is just gushing blood at this point, to the point that HIS EYE COMES OUT
OR RATHER, FAI’S EYE COMES OUT
THE COLOUR (IE, THE SOURCE OF FAI’S MAGIC) COMES OUT OF HIS EYE AND CRYSTALISES LIKE FAI’S OTHER EYE DID BACK IN NIHON
Which gets me from a few angles, because like, could that go back to Fai now? Could he get that magic back? Or did he already trade away the ownership of it when he traded all of his magic to Yuuko? Does he even want it? It’s uh… caused many problems. And painful memories. And even more painful injuries.
BUT ALSO THE LOOK OF SYAORAN WITH HIS NORMAL EYES RESTORED?
THAT’S JUST SYAORAN!
MY CLONE SON IS DYING
AND IN HIS HARSH BREATHING HE FINDS HIMSELF MENTIONING THE FEATHERS BECAUSE OF COURSE HE DOES THAT WAS HIS CORE ALL ALONG
If he was going to have to talk about anything in his final moments it would have to be the feathers
And he almost looks lifeless as he passes on that they should give the feathers to Sakura. Because that was his central programming from start to finish.
Unless he knows something else?!
Is this the implication that maybe giving the feathers to Sakura at this point might cause something?
Is there a thread of a chance that Sakura is not just an empty body but that there is still something to be restored?
(And how cruel would that be to bring her back only to find that her most important person has died all over again?)
OH NO IM SCREAMING
HELLO ITS REALLY HIM
ITS SYAORAN tALKING ABOUT HIS FAMILY ON HIS DEATHBED
I WASN'T PREPARED FOR THIS
OH NO NOW I AM ALSO DECEASED
HE SEEMINGLY ROUNDS OFF THE FAMILY BY MENTIONING SAKURA BUT THEN ALSO ADDS LAVA LAMP
SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP
HOW WILL I EVER RECOVER FROM THIS
THEY NEVER EVEN TECHNICALLY KNEW EACH OTHER
THEY SPENT THEIR WHOLE LIVES INTERTWINED
THEY FOUGHT AND TRIED TO KILL EACH OTHER AND DIED TRYING TO SAVE EACH OTHER
LAVA LAMP GAMBLED HALF HIS SOUL ON SAVING THIS BOY AND WATCHED SYAORAN'S ENTIRE LIFE FROM HIS OWN EYES RIGHT UP UNTIL HE LOST HIS SOUL
AND NOW HE’S HOLDING HIM AS HE DIES RIGHT IN FRONT OF HIM AND SYAORAN LISTS HIM AS PART OF THE MOST IMPORTANT PEOPLE TO HIM, MAKING THEM FAMILY FROM START TO FINISH
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
#WHAT DO I SAY#WHAT DO I EVEN SAY#I WANT TO FOLD MYSELF INTO A LAWN CHAIR AND BE THROWN INTO SPACE#MY CLONE SON SYAORAN#WHO TRIED SO HARD AND LOVED SO MUCH#AND NEVER DID ANYTHING WRONG#(EXCEPT FOR ALL THE WAR CRIMES)#Liveblogging the reservoir chronicle#Tsubasa#Vol 210#Lava Lamp Guy#SYAORAN#THROW ME INTO THE SUN WHY DID THIS HAPPEN#FUCK ME IN SPACE WHAT A WAY TO GO
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THE AMAZING DIGITAL CIRCUS oc
Percy something something I redesigned them blah blah they were a very basic original character with a basic backstory *incoherent words* ya :D
(As always ask questions if you want :)
#tadc#the amazing digital circus#tadc oc#tadc original character#my art#art#marionette#manipulation vibes#what do i even say#character redesign#oc redesign
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This manga
Damn
Yeah nah I can’t think of a catchy tumblr line, let’s be real everyone who read this (me) didn’t really recover did they
#it’s perfect#I don’t even#what do I even say#blue period#completely destroyed me#and encouraged me to start drawing#blue period manga#manga
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My brother just mansplained feminism to me
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This is a Zun style drawing but idk who the fuck this is or what . I just wanted to draw this design that had been stuck in my head
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she’s ethereal 🙇🏽
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My partner misunderstanding JRWI names part two. They asked what Chip's last name was and I said "Oh he has no last name." They understood "Grey's Anatomy" for some unfathomable reason. Chip Grays Anatomy.
#jrwi#jrwi riptide#just roll with it#jrwi fanart#gillion tidestrider#jrwi podcast#jrwi show#chip jrwi#what do I even say#that's literally all that happened#first Gorillion Tidestrider and then Chip Grey's Anatomy#Jay's next let's see how long it takes#grays anatomy#i never though I'd tag Grays Anatomy in my life
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Just Received a YouTube Comment Reply That's Left Me Speechless
So about a year ago, I watched this video by Nicque Marina about how mixed and lighter skinned black women tend to interrupt/talk over darker black women when dark-skinned black women are talking about colorism and misogynoir. Under that video, I wrote this comment:
"I'm a white-passing mixed teen, and even though I've delt with some self-hatred issues because of it, I'm perfectly aware that there is a lot of BS that I won't go through. I have a younger sibling who is a bit darker than me and not white-passing, and she has to go through so much BS from White people. And she's still relatively light skinned! I can't imagine what kind of shit many dark skinned Black women need to put up with all the time.
I can't possibly understand why some mixed/light skinned Black folks talk over darker skinned Black folks. And if you really feel like you're being excluded from the community for "looking white," then by acting like a white person and bulldosing over the needs of other, darker Black folks, you are kinda proving their point. That's my thought process at the very least.
I'm one of the palest half-black folks you'll ever meet, so trust me, I know all about the invalidation and stuff. But because of my unique experience with my racial identity, I am aware that I need to tread carefully, because I know how hurtful racism can be, and I know I have the power to inflict that pain on those around me. That's why I choose to lift up other people's voices, and will only speak about my own experiences if it is to validate darker folks, in a space made for me to talk about my identity issues, or IN FUCKING THERAPY.
If you are lighter skinned, you have power over others. So use it to help others with less privilege then you, not push them down."
I was proud of this comment and put quite a bit of thought into it, since I truly mean this on a personal level. I do face issues, but my main goal when talking about anti-black racism is to lift up my darker peers who deal with some of the worst of anti-blackness and colorism. I fight not specifically for myself, but for my darker loved ones whose lives and safety I care about.
The comment was about acknowledging that my insecurities are valid, but that I also have a privilege and must not use it to put others down.
And then, yesterday, I got this fucking reply:
"We all know that. But these same people you taking up for will lie on and hurt you for having a pretty light complexion. And taunt you for being the pretty girl that men want. Basically jealous of you. Keep living."
I....I don't even know how to reply to that. I....wtf. There are layers to this comment.
It pretended to be supportive of me while completely ignoring everything I just said (a classic way of talking over POC)
It's extremely misogynistic (perpetuating stuff about women being jealous and catty)
It's putting down dark skinned black women to lift a light skinned mixed "woman" in one of those "coddling a white woman from the 'mean black woman'" (which is wild after I specifically stated I didn't need or want protecting)
Villainizing dark skinned Black women in general
Implying that I'm "prettier" because I have light skin
Lowkey fetishizing me in a way that made me feel really gross and uncomfortable. Maybe it's also the misgendering and assumption that I'm straight, but I feel weirdly objectified by the whole "pretty light complexion" and being referred to as being "the pretty girl that men want." It makes me want to throw up. Maybe I'm being over dramatic and I don't think it's quite as bad as all the shitty stuff they said about dark skinned black women, but it's part of what's been bothering me and feels so icky
On that last point, while I didn't say my age, I did refer to myself as a teenager, so it's extreme weird that they said that about me
The whole thing is just wild and I don't even know what to say. I want to reply to them and maybe chew them out a little (especially because I think it would be best for me specifically to do it), but I wouldn't even know where to start.
Anyway, just wanted to show everyone the audacity and ask for advice.
#youtube comments#anti blackness#colorism#misogynoir#black issues#i'm speechless#wtf#racism#women of color#black women#what do i even say#allyship#black tumblr#white privilege#white passing#white presenting#mixed race#biracial#fetishization#performative allyship#sort of? performative support of me while insulting the people i specifically said i wanted to support#dark skinned#discrimination
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